Multidimensional Psychic Medium, Reiki Master Teacher, Advanced Galactic Healing, Advanced Theta Healing.
I grew up a very sensitive child, something I really never fully understood. I could sense or feel when people liked or disliked me, when they were happy, angry, envious etc. I had obsessive compulsive tendencies also, which made me feel odd or different. I was raised in Christianity but it wasn’t an oppressive or overbearing thing, I was never taught fear. We would attend church infrequently and I was not exposed to the fear aspect of religion per se. I just always had an intuitive understanding that I had a relationship with Jesus that was “different” by comparison, not a relationship from scripture but a very personal one to one knowledge of each other. I had a very odd non-fear of death, like an intuitive understanding that there is nothing to fear about death, nothing to fear about what would happen to me afterwards, where I would go. Throughout my life as a child and adolescent random positive thoughts would occur about something happening to a person, place or thing and then it would happen, conversely negative thoughts would also occur that made no sense at all and were unpleasant so at a point I really ignored or shut down both of them and relied on what I could “feel” coming from people as opposed to thoughts. I can see where at specific time periods of my life things / events would be that like a fork in the road a turn to the left would be equal to responding to these events with envy, fear, intolerance, anger, retribution, worry, or a turn to the right responding with peace, trust, tolerance, love, acceptance, faith. These events involved people or places that were very good in my life, then another person or persons would always seem to attempt to derail the positive loving place I was in like an effort to cause me to react in a negative manner and self-destruct almost like a conspiracy from above. I would always do and stay within what was in my heart, no matter how much it hurt nor how much emotional pain it caused and suddenly it would appear as if God dealt with the situation, the people and the events around this would just resolve itself, literally the people would just go away and or a door would open to me that was very positive. Afterwards I could sense or feel as if I was receiving communication into the subconscious that I had “passed” but never really paid much attention to it. I never made the connections to these events as they were occurring, never questioned why it seemed that in stages in my life I would face events that seemed designed to either create huge negativity and perhaps self-destruction or positive personal and spiritual growth which would open doors and opportunity for my future. I now know that I was going through an 11 year process from the ages of 15 – 26 where I would be subjected to these “soul tests” and it was always people that were close to me and pivotal in my life so the betrayal and personal attack always was heart felt by me. The people that were involved were also being provided some type of experience for similar reasons I suspect. I just dug in and never gave up in each case, swallowed my pride, took the emotional pain and survived always moving forward without regard to what happened.